In Evolution, looking on what we have lost by our own activities and to recover the origin or lost identity..
• I am doing routine works lifelessly (jadamaaga) as taught to me.
• A question raises why I am like this? – giving raise to some sort of emotional energy infusion – vital.
• That makes to think me how to come out of this lifelessness and to bring life into what I do. My vital now fully controls the lifeless activities by looking for mind to give life.
• That gives creativity, perfection, innovation and all other values.
• My vital by doing this lends itself to mind and the knowledge it has thereby loosing its preferences and comforts. But prejudice and opinions of mind prevails. And so it does the division between good and bad and what to do and what not to do, so that vital or matter does not get affected.
• Now my mind finding that still there is no joy in this, tries to stop the division by looking for truth behind the whole happenings. By that way, I look for inner understanding, intuition, etc. thereby moving to self knowledge stage.
• By looking for a whole, I bring values of the manifesting aspects of the Supermind (like other man point of view, expansiveness, goodwill, gratitude, perseverance etc.)
• Now by this, I evolve towards Supermind.
• By this I evolve from ignorance to knowledge to experience the Ananda by experiencing everything as a whole.
• This is the real idea of “my” creation.
• With certain plan of Ananda a Company was created by Mr. Natarajan, ( my previous company owner) which has its original idea, the benefits he has to get, the way and the means to attain that.
• Out of many employees, he finds more receptivity or wavelength in me with respect to his original idea.
• So, he gives more work or more interaction to me. This looks like problems to me or exploiting me.
• After some time, I come out of that vital emotions to think why he is doing like this?
• By this, I channelize my knowledge to what he wants actually from me, still thinking on my own ways and justifying his actions or my reactions.
• In next level, I understand him as an entrepreneur with his own real idea and the way and means he devised for that.
• Now, my mind looks for knowledge of the promoter or company (inner knowledge).
• Now my activities in this company will be telling to the promoter / company and doing everything in its way without my opinion, prejudice or comforts coming in between. (Consecration)
• Still I find my mind working and seeing only one part at a time though in line with the company’s principle.
• Now I decide not even to think about that. I renounce all my knowledge, intellectuality, etc. and just do what is necessary as the promoter thinks and wants.
• By this I abolish the dualities and identify with the promoter. (Surrender)
• Based on one of the points explained in “Manitha Swabhavam”, I can tell this is the stage where I become as same as the entrepreneur which can give the powers to manifest a similar company or to become CEO..