Ever since I read that – Sri Karmyogi has not seen seen any devotee coming to next level in “ Brahma Jananam” probably in 2007 my plan was to be an entrepreneur – a next level from employee and   to be an instrument for Mother to spread Her. Tried many things that can take me to atleast next level of consciousness and I think I succeeded a bit. Wrote a story in MJ December 2007 “ Adutha Kattam” along with check list for “half an hour with Mother” took me to service , speeches, AuroMira discussions, Service related to offerings and sending accounts to  MSS , to be part of renovation of few centers etc., which made me immensely happy that Mother is taking me  and my balance life is going to be useful. 

There was a pause from 2012 and till 2017 till I Met Sri Karmayogi – there was no life – it was mechanical and monotonic.

As my success – till then,- in change or shift is based on systematic planning I developed and efforts based on that, the related experiences gained, knowledge or wisdom attained, discrimination based on that – all put together, what  I call as maturity if not evolution. But taking more than that resulted mostly bad or belated results I got stuck up there and relied more on “knowledge” to sustain that level though it seems to be leveling off.

Now while reading “Agenda” the same question arises “What is next Level?” While reading (just finished few volumes) some lines attracted me to give some thinking.

Is it increasing the receptivity or making an opening?  

-For that Mother in volume 2 says “Just take one step after another, that’s all we have to do with all sincerity. 

Then what is one step after one step?

-To do everything for Lord.  

Then what is sincerity?

– Above aspiration to reflect in every move with exactness of the expression and the power of the mind and vital. Patience and endurance in chosen path followed. (Mother says – you can do Pranaam to a puppy dog- in all sincerity seeing the lord in it. You have to only think of Lord.) Everything is beatified based on what is put into it. It is a form of self-giving.

How to do this practically?

-Do everything as if doing it for Mother in Mothers presence. Do it without expectations with detachment from result in mind and equanimity in emotions. (Mother says – You have to believe it that – thing sone does not like or does not approve of or which don’t seem to be best or good is also divine. This is one way to get rid of subconscious formations – by environment, education, society, family).

Step by step to increase this attitude that should lead to exclusive unity of the divine in the sense that nothing exists apart from divine- even the most repulsive one. This developing as perfect equality transmits Supramental vibration. But even a slightest contradiction is exhibition of preferences, opinions and prejudice and so movement of ego that stops transmission.     

Then why it always comes with provocations and problems -When we do more for Mother?

-It is Grace to change or transform. Getting near to Her automatically acts as pressure to adapt my consciousness to Hers.  Transformation creates opening. It is proportional to the work we aspire or we have to do for Her.   

Can this be done systematically with discrimination or maturity?

-Seeing all or being conscious every moment -of all happening, circumstances, relationships, vibrations, what I hear, what I see, what I think, what comes from people around, why they are coming, from where they are coming, what responds, what retaliates…. all these can come only by consecration or by constant remembrance.  When comprehension of all these goes deep and increases / strengthens my consecration I evolve. (Ascent?)  opening for a Decent.    (Here I am trying to understand what Mother says on “Massive wide opening”)

Whether any time Supramental force has descended- In my view Miracle? But don’t know why and how?

1.   All that is termed as “bad” including those who influenced that or brought that went in a day or two.

2.  All “enemies” vanished overnight, the king pin by encounter and others by “Anti- Usury Act-  brought after that may be within a week.      

3.  Small efforts to change behavior, character, manners, acquire subject knowledge giving massive results not proportionate to the efforts.  Demonetization, Anticorruption law, Real-estate regulation law etc. too.       

4.     Meeting Sri Karmayogi – and being with Him for around 100 days.