Now, let me think of possible theory behind this.
1) Consecration is powerful. Mostly it gives without fail what we expect in the line of Truth and Goodness. Consecration has parts, such as word, thought, ideas, expectations, the emotions attached to it (from devotion to anxiety, mostly we think prayer as consecration).
2) Even if we say we have come out of all these and purely consecrated, so that the Divine does what it wants and we are ready to accept it, is next best. It is something like “Thy will be done”. But still, we can see that we may not expect any tangible material results. But we expect a spiritual result, like we are getting a bit of higher consciousness or something like “Win should be for Mother” or what we think as “Descent of Super mind”, etc. All again are expectation or preoccupation based on our mind’s perception or aspiration on what is good for individual or the world.
Consecration done as in first experience is Consecration at surface level. Consecration done as in second experience is more in-depth, trying to surrender the ego.
Consecration of the urge to consecrate – that all should result in what Mother or Bhagwan has envisioned – is still in-depth as surrender of the being. This is going to subconscious or subliminal.
(I am not sure of which word to use).
In practice, vital deformations change to vital energies to aspire. Mental defects change to mental faculties to come out of ignorance, taking surface to deeper and wider levels. This is the path much needed for those who want to serve Mother and make Her Power spread universally.
Life is Divine in motion taking human to the process of becoming Divine. Through the knowledge we got from Sri Karmayogi’s writings – the aim is to make the Divine dwelling in us to manifest in million acts of all parts of the Being and make it rightful instrument for entire human evolution.
The point I try to highlight is that:
- What we ignorantly do under pressure (in vexed mood) of the circumstances- can be done consciously.
- When the atmosphere is adverse, all parts of the consecration should be strong enough – if not consecration itself will create an atmosphere to manifest by going away from us.
- The experience can be used to feel and understand the process by comparing – happening in our life with Life Divine comments of Sri Karayogi to get the knowledge on how we can evolve.