Some thirty days back, life repeated an incident which was similar to what happened four years back – in which I thought I have learnt a lesson and got all around perspective of a problem and so attained some higher consciousness. By rule of thumb, it should not repeat again as my soul / sprit has experienced what it longed for.

I was not doing anything (consecration too) based on Sri karmoyogi’s advice that not to react internally or outward – not even think of solution for the problem.

But a deep thinking was going on – why life is repeating many things though I am sure that I got enough lessons out of it. When I was analysing all similar incidents that repeated in life even after a very long time gap, I found a similarity.

All comes for evolution of consciousness based on the mission that my spirit came to experience. It not only comes to collect the wisdom but also to wipe out all prejudices, preferences or ignorance before getting that wisdom.

• First it comes to mind or as thought on what higher consciousness is or Mother’s way when we confront a problem. If the knowledge is ignored (many a time we think it is because of prayer )
• Next it comes in more magnitude to affect the emotions, again if we overcome this without acquiring the knowledge it want us to give, it comes more vehemently pressing for some physical action and the resultant consequences teaches all the lesson.

• I analysed all major incidents where life repeated till I changed by attitude the above inference fits all.

Even a small thought of wanting to read a book by hearsay is brushed aside, it comes with more temptation to buy and read that book by someone repeatedly stimulating my interest / emotions. If this also is not taken seriously somehow the situation comes that I stumble upon this book at at least to glance through.

So what I understood is: everything that comes has some residue of experience to give or knowledge to give or to show that some we have an iota of attachment that brought this though we say we are completely averse to it.

Now I understand Sri Karmayogi’s words -Even an old file falling after a long years that contains a papers of someone means an attachment to him.

While analysing this I also compared all those problems that came to me but did not repeat.

Invariably I remember consecrating all those problems not out of faith but out of fear of some worst thing happening but still yielded positive result and knowledge without much pain.